I noticed a couple changes about myself, like how much I loathe self-pitying now. It’s sort of like smacking God in the face and saying that, “this isn’t good enough, therefore if this isn’t happening, everything sucks.” Or in a non-religious way, I am not good enough, my self-esteem is low, life isn’t good enough. I woke up and realized this isn’t true. Everything I have is good enough, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have goals. Another is my newfound love for being friendly. If you know me well enough, this is not how I am at all. I wanna know what people’s stories are and learn why they’re the way they are. Is that so weird?